What plan?
What is THE LIFE I want to lead? What am I willing to sacrifice Just to be This fictionalized vision (of myself) that no one else accepts?
Do I give up what I have, so I can fit? My Triangle Peg Into a Round World? Where I'm misunderstood by almost 1/3? The rest of me is lost In the atmospheric swirl?
So, I don't know, if I even could create THIS MAN who I've made up. Who is supposed to be This HAPPY ME! (who will never exist) So, I need to understand Before I come to THE END… Just what it is I want? Just what is the plan?